April 24, 2016 10:16
There comes a point in someone's life when you realize that maybe you won't do anything really special with your life that it will just kind of fade out just like every other person around you. You like to think that yeah I'm gonna do something I'll be great, I'll make it, I swear I will, I swear I'll make it, but then there's a point when you're driving home and you kind of just realize that everything isn't going your way and maybe it never will. I don't believe in fate I think it's nonsense I rather like the illusion that I have choices in my life but the way the world is set up what choice do we really have in a caste class - but I don't like thinking that way today. If any of this was actually worth it but I think it's just because my car got towed and I got a medical bill I don't really have a good paying job even though I love my job I can't afford to live where I am at, graduating with nothing to show, really i'm very scared.
And then a saw a "yes, you can...badass" sticker and everything went at ease